MAN -> MSP
Sep. 1st, 2018 09:12 pmSafely at my parents'.
Why am I not tired, I've been awake for like 20 hours.
I honestly think the lack of anxiety attacks, which I've come to think of as an obligatory part of this journey, has helped a lot. They're so exhausting. Today I barely registered a blip on the anxiet-o-meter. Considering how very, very poor my mental health has been lately, I am grateful for today going so smoothly.
I accidentally watched two movies that made me cry on the plane (Coco and Won't You Be My Neighbor) and still felt good even though I normally hate crying. That's how good I was doing today.
I'm still not tired but I do have a headache, which sort of amounts to the same.
I will try going to bed. With an audiobook to fend off the loneliness? Yes, I think so.
Why am I not tired, I've been awake for like 20 hours.
I honestly think the lack of anxiety attacks, which I've come to think of as an obligatory part of this journey, has helped a lot. They're so exhausting. Today I barely registered a blip on the anxiet-o-meter. Considering how very, very poor my mental health has been lately, I am grateful for today going so smoothly.
I accidentally watched two movies that made me cry on the plane (Coco and Won't You Be My Neighbor) and still felt good even though I normally hate crying. That's how good I was doing today.
I'm still not tired but I do have a headache, which sort of amounts to the same.
I will try going to bed. With an audiobook to fend off the loneliness? Yes, I think so.
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Date: 2018-09-02 10:34 am (UTC)Hoping your day goes well and you get to see people a bit in good ways.