Sometimes things are just hard

[cosmolinguist]

Had to miss counseling last week because of traveling for work, so I haven't spoken to my counselor since my grandma was still alive.

I feel like I barely got to scrape off the top layer of all the crud that has accumulated in my brain/body since then.

And I'm exhausted now.

The message still just seems to be things are hard for you in several areas right now: family, politics, work... I'm not doing anything "wrong" but I'm doing all I can, I can't do anything more either.

She keeps saying she hopes I get a break. I do too.

Comments

[otter]

Grief is so exhausting, and you have more than one type going on right now. *hugs*

[cosmolinguist]

This is an important thing for me to be reminded of, thank you. :hugs:

[silveradept]

A break would be lovely. One where you can dig yourself out of the pit without getting constantly rained upon.

[cosmolinguist]

You have such a way with words, I feel very seen here, thank you. There's sure been a lot of metaphorical rain lately....

[silveradept]

You're welcome, for what good it does.

[barakta]

Validation is nice, but doesn't make it any less shit.

I am hoping something eases off to give you more brain/emotional space soon too.

[jesse_the_k]

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