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[cosmolinguist]

I am really struggling lately to get out of bed and to do work and then especially to do anything that isn't work.

I'd say I need a holiday but I just have to make it a couple weeks until my holiday.

I also need to start the vitamin-D, daylight-lamp regemin again. I don't know if they actually help me, but they at least make me feel like I'm doing what I can?

In the meantime, I need a tada list instead of a todo list for today I think.

• I did get up. I only did one 5-minute call on my phone from my bedroom.
• I attended a work event about Black queer intersectionality
• I helped my manager a little with something he had to do on behalf of another team member who's on leave
• and in that conversation I was brave in talking about a thing I'll update on here when I have the spoons, but using my words got the usual good result of him being just the best manager ever
• I took out the recycling after thinking for the last two days that I should
• I folded and put away my laundry
• I tried to get Gary's pet insurance sorted, and yet again was failed by technical difficulties, but I made a good effort on a thing that's been stressing me out and I want to acknowledge that
• and I'm about to take a shower that I should've done last night and just couldn't bring myself to

Comments

[angelofthenorth]

Yay well done!

[otter]

Ta da! Sometimes I add little, mundane things to my list and call it "Ta done" :) Like brushing my teeth - that one is hard for no good reason.

[radiantfracture]

This strikes me as a highly successful day.

[barakta]

Well done. This stuff is hard/exhausting and I think you have a spoon thief for sure!

I like the Ta Da list :)

[sfred]

<3

[silveradept]

Well done on all the things on the tada list. Here's hoping that you can find something that works to reduce the inertia.