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cosmolinguistI don't mean to keep saying "it was a boring day," I do read stuff I'd like to talk about and etc., but I always feel too tired.
Today I woke up at 6:30 or so, was very unusually for me not awake for good but only for an hour before falling back asleep. When I woke up again I'd had the most miserable dreams. This has happened to me since I was a teenager: waking up slightly too early and then going back to sleep always seems to give me nightmares. Maybe that's why my subconscious gives me so much early-waking insomnia instead: better to just stay awake, heh.
I felt absolutely wretched when I got up, really didn't want to go to work, but I figured I might as well try behaving like someone who does so I had a shower and ate and walked the dog and even had time to lie down and rest a little more, because I still hadn't stopped being exhausted. Then when I noticed it was time to leave I just got up and put my shoes on and left for work, it didn't seem like a big deal
I made pasta and sauce for dinner, to use up a bunch of vegetables and the nice fake-chicken that all needed using. It didn't seem like a big deal to me but bothdiffrentcolours and mother_bones were effusive in their praise, which was sweet. After that we started the new season of Camp Cretaceous and watched diffrentcolours play Concrete Genie (well I had a try at it too, but I can't see well enough for it), so it was a nice evening.
Today I woke up at 6:30 or so, was very unusually for me not awake for good but only for an hour before falling back asleep. When I woke up again I'd had the most miserable dreams. This has happened to me since I was a teenager: waking up slightly too early and then going back to sleep always seems to give me nightmares. Maybe that's why my subconscious gives me so much early-waking insomnia instead: better to just stay awake, heh.
I felt absolutely wretched when I got up, really didn't want to go to work, but I figured I might as well try behaving like someone who does so I had a shower and ate and walked the dog and even had time to lie down and rest a little more, because I still hadn't stopped being exhausted. Then when I noticed it was time to leave I just got up and put my shoes on and left for work, it didn't seem like a big deal
I made pasta and sauce for dinner, to use up a bunch of vegetables and the nice fake-chicken that all needed using. It didn't seem like a big deal to me but both
diffrentcolours and mother_bones were effusive in their praise, which was sweet. After that we started the new season of Camp Cretaceous and watched diffrentcolours play Concrete Genie (well I had a try at it too, but I can't see well enough for it), so it was a nice evening.
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Date: 2021-02-17 11:13 pm (UTC)I enjoy reading your small posts as much as anything longer that you write.
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Date: 2021-02-18 12:22 pm (UTC)Yeah it did improve a lot once I got past the morning. I really didn't expect the day to improve that much so I'm proud of all the stuff I could manage to do.
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Date: 2021-02-18 03:51 pm (UTC)