Should you find the energy, I'd be interested in reading all of those. Having started a new job, the decision of when and how to come out is one I'm thinking about a lot. The LUK test is something I used to have a professional interest in. As for being or not being productive - there are times when I'm certain that I'd be better off giving up on the idea of having a steady job. What I'd do instead, I've no idea.