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[cosmolinguist]

I keep forgetting it's the bank holiday weekend this weekend, and being angry when I remember.

I feel like summer barely started and then it was over. I've done nothing summery. I don't feel like I've topped up my tank at all for the long months of SAD ahead of me.

I've also got little or nothing to do for the bank holiday weekend, an odd situation to be in. It's Pride but now I don't have the things to do there that I used to as a volunteer. All of that was taken from me in 2020...and it's hard to feel like it's all been lost, with nothing to replace it.

Comments

[otter]

Sending hugs

[cosmicjellyfish]

*offers hugs*

Sending easy sleep

[jesse_the_k]

The pandemic event is another big hinge in history, and I hate it.

Re: Sending easy sleep

[cosmolinguist]

Yeah. Unfortunately the stuff that happened to me was totally unrelated to the pandemic but happened in the spring and summer of 2020 anyway. The ongoing pandemic has just guaranteed that I've had no chance to easily replace the friends, volunteering or hobbies with new ones.

[silveradept]

I'm sorry you haven't been able to go out and do more of what you've wanted to do.