Goddammit

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Waking up too tired and ill to get out of bed.
The mention of Highway 71 and Wadena.
Being asked how I'm doing.
Old P60s.
Doing things.
Not doing things.
Wanting to do things.
Not wanting to be the kind of person who cries so often lately she finds it worth talking about.
Playing solitaire on my phone.
The Minnesota State Fair being so far from where I am.
The past.
The future.
Going so long without a break, a holiday, an adventure, something.